2009-08-17

Money is at the root of my problem...And it is all my fault!


You ever feel like a mouse in a cage and with no way out? Or you’re on a hamster wheel to no where? Yeah well these are my thoughts today. I am in a rut and I can’t seem to find my way out of the muck of my life. I feel as if I am drowning in responsibility with no air in sight.

I have no head for money saving so I am one of those people who live pay check to paycheck. I really hate it, but I am trying to tunnel my way out from under all of the bills. And for the record, I don’t have as many as some, but the few I have are high.

I am trying to get myself out of the mess I made, by changing my tactics. I could sit here a wail and cry about the economy, but why should I? I have a job, a roof over my head, and a car. This mess I made myself, because I have a little problem with spending money.

I seriously enjoy spending money as if I were rich. There is a name for this. I know because I have some of the symptoms which one of them is euphoria among others.

But I am going to try and put my foot down and stamp out this part of me. I am finally admitting I have a problem with money. Unless it is a necessity and not a want, it is not going into my home. I will admit stopping my shopping sprees cold turkey is hard!

But this is the first time in a long time where I am able to play catch-up with my bills and may actually start saving. At least I hope.

1 comments:

TERROR DELIGHT said...

I HEAR YA ON THE SHOPPING SPREES IM NOTORIOUS FOR THEM--I CANT HELP IT!!! MY NAME IS NIKA AND IM A SHOPAHOLIC..

 

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